Haven't made one of these in a while so I figured I'd tell those of you who don't ANSWER YOUR PHONES (you know who you are XD) and just anyone who cares about whats been going on lately. Kind of a way to vent for right now I guess.


No this isn't an emo journal entry to rant about my life, but there are a few things that aren't really going well for me that I just wanna jot down really quick. But I'll leave that for the end.


Basically I've been having a decent summer so far. Been hanging out with my friends when I can otherwise I'm content up in my room watching random movies, reading fanfics, and listening to my ipod ^^ Sure the air conditioning doesn't work in my room (never has), but hey! At least it's summer and not the winter. I've got a little more tolerance for heat so I'd rather be sweating in a hot box then freezing my ass off in an ice box!!!

Recently went out and saw the midnight showing of Transformers 2 with my friends, which might I add is BADASS!!! ^^ It pretty much made up for me missing the annual end of the school year festival in my town with rides and all sorts of goodies. Unfortunately I was entertaining a.......... friend of mine from another state who hates carnival rides ^^ *mentally strangles*


Moving on X3


I've been in an Assassin's Creed mood for a while now so that's been my muses main focal point since I saw the first pictures released of Ezio Auditore.... didn't help my cause to chill from it much when ACen came around and I found an AMAZING cosplayer who I wasn't expecting to see until after the game came out ^^ It brightens up my day if only a little bit when I think back on it.

So yea, eventually I'm gonna start working on getting my license again.... let's just say that I'm not the best driver in the world. And now I have to rely on my mom to take me out driving (who has no patience whatsoever) instead of my dad due to some complications I've recently been having.

I wanted to get a job at this one place with another friend of mine at the start of the summer, but because I had my friend up here for 2 weeks I didn't apply for it. Now it's too late and there aren't any jobs around for me to take. I want to actually have my first ever job so that I can earn my own money and be more independent. Cosplays aren't gonna make themselves afterall. I need a new wig for my Lacus cosplay, I need to make/buy her one hair clip, and I need to make some adjustments to my costume as well. Plus if I could actually find a PINK Haro toy that isn't a plushie or something like that and is the right size....

THAT WOULD BE FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X3

But alas, for now, I ish screwed T-T



So yea, now for the little bit more depressing news.

Things really aren't going too good with the house. For those of you who don't know, I basically used to be rich because my stepdad had a good high paying job with engineering so he gave us a comfortable life style. Then he passed away a couple years ago and unfortunately my mom doesn't know how to stop spending money even though she has no job and the taxes out here are OUTRAGEOUS!

There was supposed to be insurance that got rid of the mortgage after he died, but unfortunately he had a disease that made it so he couldn't get it, leaving my family with a house worth over a million dollars back before the economy collapsed... now it's not even worth half of that. We have to pay off the 400k-ish mortgage on a house thats currently on the market for 490k.... it's been fun.

My mom was talking about some stuff with me yesterday about things with the house. My mind basically blanked most of it out because it didn't want to deal with it at that point (REALLY didn't help that I was MAJORLY PMSing that day either -.- gotta love mother nature) so at this point I only remember that we have to get rid of one of our cars because we can't afford the payments anymore, and that my mom is heavly considering doing one of those things where you have people walk through your house and everything they see is for sale unless told by the owners. 'Going down to basics' my mom calls it.

We'd probably be selling off 75% of all of our stuff that we have: everything in the dining room, everything but a couch in our living room, everything in our one lounge room, most of the stuff in the kitchen, the basement stuff, the spare bedroom stuff, almost my mom's entire bedroom, everything in our 2 giant garages, and probably a lot of stuff from me and my brothers rooms. If it came down to it I'd probably only be able to keep my bookshelf, my bed, my tv and video games, my dresser, and a few other small items like my wall scrolls if she lets me keep all my anime stuff.


Lifes been a little more of a pain lately, but I've been managing fine and life goes on. I just figured all my friends should know whats been going on recently....... well, at least the few who bother to read this. But hey *shrug* it gets passed down the line anyways.


On a lighter note...






I have yummy applesauce!!! X3